Saturday, July 14, 2007

The little secret

I enclosed it somewhere, deep down the heart
Undeterred, unfound, like that whispering sound...
The words, the beats, the conspiring feats-
Lay quiet! And guard that secret deep

For years, its veiled, untarnished, untouched
The essence of my being, oblivious to others
My dreams, my beliefs, the casket of glees
My kinder days and the innocent deals

Let me unleash and open it now
Let me relive those wondrous sounds
Let me again feel the Ganges flow
Let me unravel the chants and furor
Let me walk through the shaky lane
The chiseled street, the cobbled road
Towards the nook, that hides the chest,
The Pandora box, with my riches best

There lies that rusty case,
Waiting to be opened and unraveled….

Let me search my broken heart,
That cried all night for the treasure lost….
Let me try my princess dress,
On a carriage, that I wore and fled…..
Let me hold that touch me not,
Whose mystery had left me spell bound…
Let me try that glistening bangle,
Red and pink, and flowery too…
Let me read that forlorn book,
So inspiring and yet unknown…
Let me spell out my childhood crush,
The brawny hero, the wicked don…
Let me shine the lonely shell,
How it held life? I found it difficult to tell…
Let me gather the diffusing smell,
That flows out and touches my self
Let me identify the fingerprints on each,
The memories of friends, so far from my reach…
Let me hold the luxury that I had,
A decorated candy, all for myself…
Let me feel the emotions again,
Of Bday cards and letters penned…
Let me smile at my childhood pic,
The little baby nestled so safe,,,
The secure lap of mom and dad..
The assuring arms that gladly held…
Let me keep these secrets safe..
Of remembrances and for days ahead..

Friday, July 13, 2007

Gum aur Nahi....

Gum aur nahi, ek hi kafi hai
wajood nahi, teri yaad hi kafi hai
Hum reh gaye is jahan main; taraste, bilakhte
Muddaton se ankahee humari kahani baaki hai
Kyun kashmakash main pade rahe
kuch hum aur kuch tum, yun naadan
Kyun sargoshi se kah chale
tum apne dil ki daastan
kyun ruke nahi meri maun pukaron se
Kyun kar chale ruswa bhari mehfil main yunhi
Kyun dete rahe sazaa banke humraaz mere
Kyun badte rahe adig, rond ke khwab mere
Kyun samjhe nahi tum, ki shabd hote hain khokle
Bavle, manchale; aparibhashit ashru se nahi
Kyun nahi samjhe meri tatparta ke abhav ko
Kyun nahi jaane shaalinta ke libaas ko
Kyun nahi kahe ki aye shamaa jalti raho
Kyun nahi samjhe ki uske bina bas andhera hi baaki hai
Gum aur nahi ek hi kaafi hai
wajood nahi, teri yaad hi baaki hai